Life Is Such

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

31 december 2008 is the day of today which means it is the last day of the entire year...
one year just past like that.. how fast....
i was actually asked to go marina bay tonight to usher in the new year...
but i turn it down..
the reason being there will be a lot of people which means it will be damn hot and stuffy...
and also imagine the time i would wait just to go home after the whole damn thing...
not worth it...
so i guess i will be at home counting down to 2009 which is perfectly fine with me...
maybe i will go online later in the evening and have a so-called countdown party on msn..
that would be interesting...

like what i have said before, 2008 have been the best year for me....
though i know very well, it has been a bad year for some, a roller coaster ride for a few and a emotional one for a handful but everything can be start afresh in 2009...
people have asking me what is my new year's resolution...
i seriuously have no idea what is my resolution for the new year...

2009 will be the year i turn 19 and i seriously cannot believe that i am going to hit that age...
from a new born baby to a innocent primary school kid to the early stages of being a teen to now soon-to-be adult...
wow!! time flies....
i used to rmbr being called a crybaby back in primary school...
i used to cry a lot back then...
if my memory does not fail me, i actually cried even when i was in primary 6!
over very minor issues..
so i guess have grown out of it over the years when i was in secondary school and obviously in poly now...
imagine myself over small issues when i am in a poly alr...
its ain't a scene that i would like to see myself in...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!

janice mummy sms me today just to tell me that she saw someone that looks like me and she almost say hi to that person!

Jonathan @ Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Monday, December 29, 2008

went to skool for only one pathetic hour of lec...
eh.. no... half hour!! seriously it was not for terence and phoebe coming over to tp, i would not have come to skool....
went to eat at design skool for lunch... that terence ate two plates of black pepper chicken chop with carbonara!!!!
that guy really has a hole in his stomach.... eat so much!
bus down to changi airport to chill out....
before that, those two clowns was forcing me to call _________ !!
as they wanted to see ___________!!
but failed...
bleah!

at changi airport...
phoebe could not decide how to pee...
whether to pee like a gal or guy?
apparently she pees like a guy...
she gt the video of it..
and i am not a gentleman today...
hahahaha!
i carried phoebe, left her on the floor and just walk off...
could not be bothered whether she was ok or not...
terence was so hooked with his psp and he cant except the fact that he cannot accept that the battery died...

there is always something about the first...
like your first kiss...
yr first teddy bear...
first time riding a bike, right jingwen?
me for first time at kbox...
and of coz the first photo of the day....

this was taken at the kbox session ytd....
hahahah!!

even up to now, i cannot imagine that ytd's outing was a blast....
i think it was the best ever outing that i had....

i think i understand what terence means when he say that i am vulnerable...
i dun think i am ready yet...
so that means i am offically out of it for now...

Jonathan @ Monday, December 29, 2008
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, December 28, 2008

skool start tml but oso like no skool liddat....
so many e-learning this week might as well dun have skool better!
pfft...

today was my last day at work!
but there is a possibility that i will be back during the next hols...
okay... today was my first visit to kbox...
i know this sounds strange coz i normally go to other ktv lounges but not kbox....
i am so proud to say that the seven of us were so enthu when it comes to singing together...
so loud that it can be heard from the toliet.....
even wen xiang was singing!!

from everybody's back to low to umbrella to worlds!

hahaha!! so united la....
me and terence was pratically holding onto the mike the whole time even at one point i din allow phoebe to hold the mike...

den head off the melt's cafe at mandarin oriental for dinner...
more like dessert time la... me and phoebe was talking about *toots* most of the time...
and phoebe was melting away with jack!
iris is my *toots*.....
we actually *toots* , *toots* and toots*.......
hahahahaha! sry gt to censor....
only the seven of us noe wad happen....

seriously a lot of pictures was taken...
but waiting for kesha to send it over to me....
i will not be uploading them though as i promised iris i will not...
due to some reasons...
mayb will upload only one...
once i get them...
whatever happen between me and iris did put a smile on my face though...
hahaha!
ssssssssssssssh!

Jonathan @ Sunday, December 28, 2008
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Saturday, December 27, 2008

holidays is suppose to be the time when students can catch up as much sleep as possible...
but i does not seems to be the case for me...
that is because i am working....
waking up so early in the morning just to prepare for work..

even when i take off is always for something i have to do in the morning..
i only manage to sleep nicely for one day...
i sound like i am complaining...
hahaha! dun worry i am not...
just that i am not able to sleep properly...
so sad!

like today..
took the bus 857 to go somewhere which i cannot rmbr..
i was practically sleeping in the bus..
if was not for my mother to call me, i will be sleeping all the way home...

went back to skool for some open house briefing or training?
i myself also dunno what is it...
i think i was making a mockery of myself in front of 15 people doing the fit-for-fun game...
the way i move was like doing the para para la...
hahaha!
i seriously waiting for school to reopen on monday...
i miss all the fun in skool!
but the projects ah...
aku tak boleh tahan seh....
eh... i can speak malay...
i think i wanna ask sth out to clarify sth...
aku tak melayu, ok kawans?

i wanna see my nemo now! dory here waiting!

.

Jonathan @ Saturday, December 27, 2008
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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

when i say that 2008 is my best year, it really is...
went to work today to prepare for tml's night setup...
my direct boss out of the blue came to me and tell me that the big boss think very highly of me..
i was like woah!!
coz that big boss of ours is really one hard nut to crack...
so i was really very surprised..
then came xmas luncheon...
had a lucky draw and i won a pair of earphones...
not those kind of small earphones but the kind that the DJs used...
i got mark and spencer's chocolate biscuits and i love them like lots...
and i am not doing night's setup tml...
which means i have the whole day to myself...
GREAT!!

will be having a jam-packed the next few days this festive season...
yipeee...
will be out with so many people...
but i still dun feel the xmas atmostphere like i used to feel during this time of the year in previous years..

sth random....
the founder of the St Regis Hotel died in the Titanic..

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!
i say this now cause i am afraid that i dun have the time to say it tml...

Jonathan @ Wednesday, December 24, 2008
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Monday, December 22, 2008

i dunno why i gt the urge to blog when i actually have nth to blog about...
i truly understand now when friends tell me that blogging is damn addictive..
tml phoebe will be back from thailand...
her dad actually called me to ask whether i am fetching her or not..
hahaha!!
i am thinking of fetching her but depending how long that museum trip takes..
i cant imagine i am going to a museum tml!!
the one in front of SMU...
wah lau...
somemore the people i am going with are like people whom i dun even know that well or maybe i shuld say that i dun even noe at all..
just hope it will not a boring trip..
if not i would rather go back to work....

speaking of work...
a lot of young teenagers have beenworking at the store...
guess its due to the long O levels break...
my colleague who have been working there for only 3 days alr noe most of a teenagers girls that work at the first floor..
wah lau...
power sia...
i have been there for one year and it took me a while for me to even commuicate with them...
ok.. i sound like a despo..

xmas is like a few days away...
and i dun feel the xmas spirit at all...
not like previous years when i can feel it...
but this year is like damn dead...

what do i do to make you know about it?
after all that i have done...
i was really hit by a bombshell last night...
J'aurais plutôt de mauvaises périodes avec toi, que
bonnes périodes avec quelqu'un d'autre...
i really mean it when what i say it...
serious

Jonathan @ Monday, December 22, 2008
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, December 21, 2008

today is my off day!!
i have not been enough sleep since the hols started..
due to work...
i am seriously dead beat....
today is one of my lazy sunday at home....
spending the whole day surfing the internet...
surf until i dunno what to surf alr so i am here blogging..

today is 21 december 2008...
and less than two weeks, the year will come to an end...
how fast!!
2008 is really one of my best years ever if not the best...
almost everything went through quite smoothly for me...
i started the year with a bang...
i found a $50 note on the way to work in the morning...
imagine to work in the morning of the new year and found a $50 notes
that is something i will nv forget...
enter the poly of my choice...
made so many nice friends...
i love my poly friends...
every one of them!!!
from my class to course mates to random friends to my first friends from venos!!!
and dun worry terence
u will nv be forgotten like you have been saying to me recently....
if i ever i have a list of friends and were to rank them...
u will be on the top...
hahaha!
so nice of me...
i am not that mean as some of my friends would say of me...

was like listening to videos of Queen on youtube just now...
for those who dunno who is Queen..
they are a rock grp back in the 80's that sang the song " We Are The Champions!"
still dunno that song... i dunno what to say...
so where was i?
oh... the videos...
i can fully understand what those adults mean when they say that music nowadays are just crap...
freddie mercury is damn power man...
really fantastic vocals!
how tragic that he is alr dead...
i think if i were to be living in the 80's...
man! i love the music!
from bon jovi to U2 to bad english to reo stevewagon to debbie gibson to kenny loggins and the list goes on...
not forgetting Queen...

its offical...
david beckham is going to wear the number 32 when he is playing for ac milan...
i was a damn huge fan of his when he still was playing for man utd...
beckham this beckham that..
now not really...
since he has alr left the club years ago...

speaking of soccer...
i am actually waiting for the Singapore vs Vietnam match to start...
and the time seems to pass damn slow...

Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine
Bodys aching all the time,
Goodbye everybody
Ive got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth

Jonathan @ Sunday, December 21, 2008
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Saturday, December 20, 2008

can someone please pass me the whatever thing that we used to measure our height?
almost everybody that have not seen me in a while have been saying that....
at work to frenz to my mom!
met terence today aft work...
and he said this: " i get the feeling that u have grown taller."
i seriously need to check my height...
last time i measured was like in march or april...
come to think back in primary school..
i used to grow at extremely fast rate...
imagine i once grown 5cm in a span of five days...
one day one cm i presume...

speaking of terence..
that bloody mongkok make me wait for him at marina square for so damn bloody long....
was like some guy who lost his way ard the shopping centre...
terence adalah seorang yang sangat bodoh...
hahaha!!
how true!
but no worries...
i understand why u were late...
meeting him now is like so difficult...
coz he is having attachment and i am busy with school..
did catch up with him on certain things...
i seriously think drinking coffee seriously does not keep me awake....
drank starbucks coffee and still was sleeping like one baby in the bus home...
and i show him this picture of me and lulu kissing..
and he thgt that i was kissing phoebe...

oh ya..
i forgot phoebe does look like one puppet...
no surprises that he thgt that lulu was phoebe...
hahaha!

and all of my working are such cuckoo birds...
recommended me to play this game called Hotel 626...
say it the shiok-est game ever..
bloody hell....
play until i was too scared to sleep...
it actually a online game that is about ghosts...
its sth like haunted house...
and the effects are super real...
they even ask me to off the lights and put earphones...
idiots!

i feel like saying sth in french now...

J'aurais plutôt de mauvaises périodes avec toi, que
bonnes périodes avec quelqu'un d'autre
Je serais plutôt près de toi dans un donner l'assaut à,
que sûr et chaud par me
J'aurais plutôt des périodes difficiles ensemble,
que pour l'avoir distant facile
J'aurais plutôt celui qui tient mon coeur

hope can understand what i mean by this...

Jonathan @ Saturday, December 20, 2008
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Thursday, December 18, 2008

i just realised that i have a couple of projects and assignment to do and i haven started on them...
so no mood to do them...
one of them is actually due on the second week when school reopens and i have not done a damn thing...
seriously in my full gear of hols mood man...

two new people from nowhere and without any notice has joined the department i am in...
they seems to be alright..
had to teach them certain stuffs man...
i am also surprised by myself..
teaching them was a such challenge for me..
sort of reminds of myself when i first started out..

i miss so many people le...
coz i haven seen them in a while...
i miss __________________! (fill in the blanks)
if u think i miss you, put yr name den...
hahaha!

i know you are here... where are you man?

Jonathan @ Thursday, December 18, 2008
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

there is something that i want to clarify..
have i grow taller?
everybody have been saying to me..
including my mom...
believe it or not...
someone who sees me everyday ask me that qn..
haha!
i just hope that i will hit my ideal height of 180cm...
and thats it....
i will contented with it..
last time i check i was about 1.5cm more to hit that number...

looks like my christmas night will spend overnight at work!!
what a way to spend christmas this year...
i seriously cannot believe it...
the managment wants the theme of the place to be chinese new year one day aft xmas..
that means the place will be change from blue to red..
and the music will also be changed from 'jingle bells' to 'gong xi fai cai'...
this will be second working overnight man...
and its damn tiring...

everybody is like going overseas this holidays man...
from hong kong to thailand to USA to australia to KL to japan.....
i also want to go le!
any kind souls can bring me!
i have yet take a plane...
so sad...
:(

Jonathan @ Wednesday, December 17, 2008
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Monday, December 15, 2008

so i am back to work...
just realised that i am been working there for a year...
dec 2007 - dec 2008...
thats long man...

ok... i really want to blog about last night outing with kesha and phoebe...
met them at orchard after my dinner with my family...
so fun so fun...
and phoebe, u fell for my large ones trick....
hahahaha!!
and i want to get the jigsaw puzzle from kalm's!!!
that puzzle is the sweetest thing ever!!!
i want more of lulu!!!
lulu is the puppet that phoebe has that looks like the one from avenue Q....
i was playing with it the whole time..
we even made videos with it!
will upload them once i get them..
can any of u send me the videos????

lastly photos!!
will not upload all though...
just too many....

for once, i din realise i was so tall...

lulu is love!! muacks!!

this is not how you think it is....

plz... of all pplz her? no way...

meet my new gf..

i am seriously becoming a camwhore!!

muz take pictures when i am out with frenz....
my phone got no space to store photos alr!!!

Jonathan @ Monday, December 15, 2008
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Saturday, December 13, 2008

was like looking at the pics of yesterday's post...
was focusing more on the three pics of me, iris and kesha...
and realised that i have actually changed a lot since secondary school..
hahaha!
time flies and people changed...
in both looks and character...
i have become more vocal since i entered poly...
i think i have said this like four times if i included yesterday's and today's...
hahahaha!!!!

i have just finished clearing my table...
and i am so not used to it...
but i will definitely make my mother a very happy person...

before term test

after term test

forgot to mention something ytd....

iris is the craziest driver i ever came across...

i had to ask phobe whether her car got seat belt anot...

and iris is a B.I.T.C.H girl...

lastly, the song drowning by backstreet boys is so super duper nice...

i can listen to just that song the whole bus trip...

hahaha!

was a hit back in 2001...

and i was only primary five!!!

ok... now i feel so old listening to that song..

'Cause everytime I breathe

I take you in

And my heart beats again

Baby I can't help it

You keep me

Drowning in your love

Jonathan @ Saturday, December 13, 2008
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Friday, December 12, 2008

TERM TEST ARE FINALLY OVER!!!
woohooo!!!
the test was so damn easy man!!
hahaha!!

bus down to ngee ann poly to meet phoebe..
while on the way, the bus past by some condos...
realise sth...
all the names are like so damn weird or very hard to pronounce...
looks like rich pplz like weird names..
look at brad pitt and angelina jolie..
they actually have a son called maddox...
sound more like mad dog...

met kesha at orchard....
so damn funny la..
laugh laugh non stop..
esp at the sausage stall..
haha!!
i seriously i felt that kesha was left out in the conversation with me and phoebe..
maybe i dun hang out with kesha as much as phoebe...

anyway...
the mission to surprise kesha with iris was a success....
if only terence was around...
iris miss his lover boy man!!
hope u were surprised, kesha!
seriously miss iris like lots man!
it have been a long time since we last saw her...

camwhore using iris's car head lights at the some dam...
coz there is no proper lighting...

the next three photos is something me, iris and kesha have between us...
the three of us must always take picture together...

Sports Carnival(2006)

Graduation ceremony(2006)

ermmm.. this one dunno how to say...hahaha!

phoebe the zorro!

hahahaha!

iris, I MISS YOU!!!!

it have been five months and din realise it

Jonathan @ Friday, December 12, 2008
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Wednesday, December 10, 2008

have i told java lately that i hate you?
have i told java there IS someone else above you?
you fill my heart with data types
and take away all my brain juice
cause more problems that what you do

it is so damn irritating learning java....
agggrh...

Jonathan @ Wednesday, December 10, 2008
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Sunday, December 7, 2008

one last post before i take a hiatus from bloggging due to the upcoming term tests..
i have almost been blogging everyday for this week...
i seriously have to stop it..
term test is next week, jonnywhoosh!!!!

i seriously cant believe that i woke up at 7am so that i eat breakfast with my family..
there is nothing wrong with eating with my family..
but so damn early!!
hopefully i dun knock out even 7pm today...
i am seriously need my beauty sleep..
there is actually a reason why i dun sleep late...
that is because i will fall sick if i were to sleep late...
has alr happen to me this year..

i am listening to Wonderful Tonight by eric clapton right now..
the song remind me of the times when i would sing it when the karaoke player was still working..
the player was too old so now it spoil....
i would sing this song like i am singing to someone..
good old days...
for those who are thinking whether i can sing, yes i can....
i came in second in a karaoke competition plz!!
that was like so damn long ago...
i still rmbr the prize...
it was a old model camera which requires a film in it..
and i was so excited having it..
it have been almost three years since i hold a mike and sing...
so i guess i will be super rusty....
so guys, if ever a girl or yr girlfriend ask u whether she is pretty in some dress or something, just say:
You look wonderful tonight.
unless your girlfriend is aishah la, that one is confirm fat..
so point telling her that she look wonderful..
it will only makes things worse...

back to study mode...
:D

Its late in the evening
Shes wondering what clothes to wear
She puts on her make up
And brushes her long blonde hair
And then she asks me
Do I look alright
And I say yes,
You look wonderful tonight

Jonathan @ Sunday, December 07, 2008
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Saturday, December 6, 2008

stayed at home the whole damn day today doing a couple of things..
well, the main thing is of coz studying...
it will be this case for next few days....
was like doing some cmaths exercises on my own..
and i realised i totally forgot how to do the Log and In...
wahhhhh....
wrong timing to forget all this man....

i was contemplating on something when i was studying for dnck...
shuld i study from the revision notes or study from all the lectures notes that have covered so far??
if i study from lecture notes, there will be hell lot to study but i will understand better - i hope..
if i study from revision notes, it will easier for me as the notes covers the main areas and it is much lesser to study...

now i understand why people have been saying Window IE sucks while Firefox is better...
Window IE just hangs for no apparent reason...
imagine i am playing some games online, the whole internet explorer just hang on me..
so damn chicken mcnuggets with extra curry sauce!!

i cant believe it..
its only 9:20pm and i am so already exhausted like shit...
my eyes are now as small as watching shaun wright-phillps playing football on tv..
is there any way for my small eyes to look like peter crouch??

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

Jonathan @ Saturday, December 06, 2008
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Friday, December 5, 2008

HTM test went so well for me today...
could answer ALL the questions that was tested!!
felt so happy when i left the tutorial room....
full marks??
*finger crossed*

reached school today at 9am only to realise that lecture cancelled...
wahhh!!
but i went to some lab and revise for the test...
and youtube-ing at the same time...
went to starbucks after school with azlan and harald to study..
it was more of disturbing azlan rather than studying...
hahahaha!
oh ya!
and i got discount eating at starbucks!!
i got to thank finaz's good friend for it!!
help me thank her for me on my behalf , finaz!
thks!!
i din realise until i saw the receipt..

hard to believe that i actually downloaded the song "Always Look On The Bright Side of Life"
the song which was such a big hit back when i was sec one...
together with the ketchup song...
listening to the song really got me whistling...

there is something that i want to write here....
i slept at almost 12plus last night..
and a number of pplz was asking why i am still awake...
looks like i give that impression that i sleep early...
i am a early bird!!
but i used to be VERY early bird in the past...
hahaha!!
dun understand??
its ok.. the fewer the people know the better...

and i am walking with a limp now.. damn!

Some things in life are bad..
They can really make you mad..
Other things just make you swear and curse..
When you're chewing on life's gristle..
Don't grumble, give a whistle..
And this'll help things turn out for the best..
And Always Look On The Bright Side of Life..

Jonathan @ Friday, December 05, 2008
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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

now whenever i sing to the song apologize by one republic and you're beautiful by james blunt, i will sing a total different lyrics from the actual song..
all started with terence by sending the video from youtube a couple of weeks back..
and apparently it got me hooked to it...
i dun think i would want to type out the lyrics here...
too damn long...

finally got a SD card for my mp4 player..
thks dad for buying it for me!
which means i have to have more space to put for videos in it...
i think i am gonna put movies in it...
wooohoooo!!
can watch movies on the go man!
hahahaha!!

ok... i think i am gonna agree with wanyee..
the song footprints in the sand in the sand by leona lewis can make a person feel sad...
coz whenever i listen to the song, i feel like crying...
i think i better put tissue on standby in my pocket whenever i listen to the song just in case...
seriously my mind tend to wander anyhow whenever i listen to sad songs...

i better get into study mode now...
coz i seems to be the only one blogging here where the rest has taken a break from blogging to study....

i promise you...
i'm always there..
when my heart is filled with saddness and despair..
i'll carry u when u needed a friend..
u will find my footprints in the sand..

Jonathan @ Wednesday, December 03, 2008
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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

finally feel a huge sigh of relief...
lab test for HOOP is finally over!
seriously so damn stressed up last night...
even had the thought of giving up...
so damn afraid that the lab test will be so damn difficult or maybe i will have a nervous breakdown during the whole test...
but it turn out to be quite ok...
esp for the 1st two qn at least..
3rd qn was seriously damn cannot-make-it la...

gt back my cmsk report too...
to think that i spend so much time and effort on it and i got this kind of results..
really damn disappointing...
my whole heart sank when i saw the grade..
expecting to do better...
seeing my friends doing better than me sure make me envious of them...
but its ok..
no point crying over spilled milk...
will harder the next time...

term test is like next week and i haven start studying a single shit...
better studying for it asap man!
before its too late...

oh ya..
i wan to thank finaz for making me on cloud nine last night..
she say i got a nice hair cut...
hahahaha!
ok... this is so random..
hahahah..
and finaz..
i am sexy ok?
hahahahahahahahahaha!

listening to micheal jackson's music is nice at times.

Jonathan @ Tuesday, December 02, 2008
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D