Life Is Such

Sunday, August 30, 2009

there is something that i do not understand myself.
why do i always have to be the one who without failed cause such problems?
i seriously do not understand at all.
its not i want to cause it but i seriously do not know myself at times.
damn. really regret what happen.
please make this the last one.

Jonathan @ Sunday, August 30, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Thursday, August 27, 2009

lets see how papers do i have left?
DBSY down, DSAG down, CSAD down, OOAD down.
oh. i have no more papers already. LOL!
finally no more papers to worry about and just enjoy the holidays without any supp paper - i hope.
i got to say when kala said that the paper would be not a easy one, she really mean it.
but overall the paper was alright.
they were certain questions i was staring at for long time that i think that the questions were asking me to stop staring and answer them.
but don't think so much about it for now and just enjoy the holidays till the results are out.
i just realised that the results are out around three or four days before my birthday.
damn! that means if i do badly, it would totally ruin my whole of my birthday mood. :(

i got to say something here that it really disturbing for my poor eyesight.
i have been encountering dead birds the past three days. jeepers creepers.
one on each day to be more precise.
is it a some bad omen or something?
or is it just damn luck? so gross can!
the thought of it just make me feel to stop eating chicken.
eh no! that one is an exception. cannot.

dinner at popeyes last night with former working collegues was interesting.
so many topics came out throughout the period especially relationships.
interesting views on it especially what aldwin said.
so much has changed since i last work there. people leaving and people joining.
that is part and parcel of work and life too.
and thanks for the treat. this means i get to save about $10.
i am not trying to be a cheap skate or what.
but i need to save money now especially for tomorrow's steamboat.
talking about it, i am hungry already.

Jonathan @ Thursday, August 27, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, August 23, 2009

just ponder a moment.
if you have been very close friends with someone for all your teenage life and you have seen all inpects and various characters of him/her, and just from out of the sudden you are together with that person.
together as in a relationship. not me of course.
wouldn't you find it weird at all?
it happen like to two of my very good friends and actually cause a frenzy among the whole group of us.
i am not saying that it is wrong or what but i find it damn weird.
going out with them now would be seriously not used to it.
what more is that both have different personalites and beliefs.
my jaws fell from to ground floor of my block when i found out about it.
i guess the whole group was as shocked as when the news broke out that micheal jackson has died.
at least when he died, i was shock and sad but this one i was shocked and more shocked.
well, there is nothing else i could say more but just all the best to the both of them.

i really needed to get it off my chest and it will hang over my head if i do not get it off.
back to me studying, i need get back to studying.
5-0 to united! eat your shit, critics.

Jonathan @ Sunday, August 23, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, August 21, 2009

one down and three to go.
paper today was not too bad. was pretty satisfied with the paper when i was out of the examination room.
no more DBSY! but i gonna miss my lab tutor, she is so damn nice.
i just need to shift my focus on my remaining three subjects and at the moment wondering what am i going for csad exam on tuesday as i really do not know how to study for that subject.
just don't bother so much with it now when that day comes just anyhow whack the mambo jumbo codes onto the exam paper.

9.59s and 19.19s.
these are the timings for the 100m and 200m by Usain Bolt.
my mother thought that the timings was in minutes and i was like HUH?
i think i can walk 100m in less like 5 mins. ha!
watching those sprints just make feel like going down to the stadium and just sprint.
it have been a long time since i last sprint.
eh! wait. the last time i sprint was with terence a couple of weeks back.
he made me run for the train just because the train was arriving in one minute.
and during wei liang's birthday the day before when we were going to buy the cake, we ran the entrance of carrefour to the bakery area.
just by talking about it reminds of the times when he, me and wei liang would run down from top floor to canteen once the recess bell rang back in secondary school.
and i will always win.
childish? i got to agree but it was fun.

on something totally unrelated here.
have you ever gotten yourself in a situation when you bet on something that you know is impossble for particular someone or something to do and that someone or something managed to do it?
ha! apparently that i have and i am going to lose $15 worth of food just for it.
which i seriously do not mind at all but only question that is popping out of my brains now is when.
talking about it makes me all hungry.

Jonathan @ Friday, August 21, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

it is not that i do not want to go for it, i want to.
but it just that once bitten, twice shy.
i have been scared to move forward ever since.

looks like i finally got into the mood of studying.
well, not literally but at least i am studying something rather than nothing at all.
been studying the theory of friday's paper which is DBSY and i guess i have covered everything?
i think i better double check first before i move on as i may regret it once friday comes and by then it would be too late.
just like everyone else, i am so looking forward for the semesteral holidays to begin.
i have never been so looking forward towards the holidays since i have started my life as a poly student.

for some reason today i was able to wake up early and i managed to see the Lady Gaga interview on primetime morning.
i got to say she is really ugly.
she looks so much better on video than in person and from this, i have come with a conclusion.
the next time she release a song in the near future, i am just going to listen to that song and so not going to watch the video.
what a turn off.

on a random note, i would be waiting frantically for the next few days to see whether i would getting a $50 takashimaya vouncher.
just wonder what i would be spending if i manage to get it.
shop, eat or chill?

and i think conrad murray is innocent.

Jonathan @ Wednesday, August 19, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Sunday, August 16, 2009

there is really something wrong with blogger.
first is that i cannot upload photos then the same problem still persist but something extra - broken links.
hello! can somebody at the main please fix it. I doubt the problem lies with my side as i have log in to three different types of web browser and all with the same problem!
better stop ranting here. i am begining to sound like my dad.
OOPS. just hope he does not see this if not i am dead.

anyway exams are begins next week and i have started a single thing yet.
G-DOUBLE O-DJOB! GOOD JOB! okay. enough of camp stuff, i need get into study mood.
nah, i think i wil start tommorow.
i have absolutely no mood to study at all for some reason.
speaking of camp, i really want to get into OTC this time round.
i am still very disappointed by the fact i did not get in :(
got to try my luck again once the rounds of interview begins next sem.

and i got to say that i got this weird habit of mine.
once the clock strike 11, my tummy starts to growl-like now!
i think i need to go and get some food to eat.
and i got the sudden craving to eat new york new york now.
weird, maybe i went pass it today and the image of it just lingers in my mind.

everybody says that i have been too quiet the past two weeks including my parents!

Jonathan @ Sunday, August 16, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

I have been looking through facebook these few days and i realised that so many of them were at the esplanade, barrage or anywhere where you can see the fireworks on national day.
the weird thing that I din see anyone of them.
ha! i guess i got to open my eyes bigger the next time such a event happens.
and did i mention that i saw gayle nerva on that day itself?
i got to say - she is pretty!
she was actually one of my favorite during when she was still in singapore idol.
was she in season one or two? i cannot really remember.

looks like tomorrow is gonna to be a long day as i have lessons from 9am to 3pm.
but the stupid thing is that i have my FOM test at 7pm!
and the best thing is that i have no mood to study. looks like i got to study once my last lesson ends in the library.
thats the best place to study actually when you are in school.
no one to disturb you if you are alone and also no laptop!
my laptop is proving to be a huge distraction for me now!
i am like surfing the internet after studying one chapter and by the time i am done surfing, i have lost interest to study already.
i just hope that this would not happen once my study break kicks in next week.

on a random note, i am so addicted to the song 'Fire Burning' by Sean Kingston.
I can like listen to it the whole damn day. okay. maybe i have blown over the top with the previous line but still i love that song.
and when is the micheal jackson saga ever going to end? it is very entertaining to know those update every now and then but everyday there is something about him.
first is about the custody of the kids then the father of kids start to pop out from nowhere and now they are going to make a movie about him.
looks like people just cannot leave him alone even when he is dead.
poor guy. i would want to live his life though.

enough talk for now, i got to get some sleep.
need to get rest and brace myself for tomorrow.

i get so nervous nowadays when i _______________________________.

Jonathan @ Wednesday, August 12, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, August 10, 2009

there is seriously something wrong with blogger.
i cannot even upload photos or anything at all! damn.
seeing other friends' blog full with pictures while mine is just full of text makes me wonder whether the problem is on my side or is it on the main blogger side.
ha! i just got to live it up to it.

anyway for the first time dunno how many years, i have finally gone to see the fireworks on national day itself.
call me a cukoo or something but its true.
the last time i saw fireworks on national day was during the time when the celebrations was spread throughout the heartlands and yishun was the one of the selected few.
so i was enjoying the cracking of the fireworks from the comfort of my home but that was like a few years back.
but being at the actual venue itself is a totally different experience altogether.
i just simply love it.
so many pictures were taken and wanyee took three consecutive shots of the fireworks were taken(according to joel) and all three of them were just blank shots. haha! cute!
i even have a picture of myself in a position that looks like i am running for a 100m race or something.
i have some much to say here but i do not have the pictures to tell it.
afterall a pictures says a thousand words.

i even saw saw francis as one of the helpers.
so much of talk but no pictures makes this post a dull one.
for some reason yesterday, i did not feel not going home so much so that i even dreamt that i was away from home the whole night and when my mother ask me to wake up today, i actually told her that i just got back and i need to sleep.

Jonathan @ Monday, August 10, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Friday, August 7, 2009

man! i am tired.
i can sleep like at 11:30 in the evening and i would still feel like i slept at 3 the every next day.
looks like i can sleep anywhere nowadays.
just a simple shut eye in the bus to anywhere and i can already fall asleep without me realising it.
thanks goodness for the national day holidays so i can take the opportunity to catch up on my sleep.

i got to know about something that my mother told me about it like a few hours ago.
she said that if your big toe is shorter than your second toe, you are a kind of person whom does not know to save money.
i can imagine everybody checking their toes now. haha!
but i somehow thinks it is true.
i also heard from Sabby telling that girls with small feet tend to be thirfty.
that is something new to me and is rather fascinating.
the size of the feet determined the thriftness of one.
interesting.

i am really bored and effing sleepy to the max right now!
i think i am gonna have early night today.
and i am just gonna wonder whether i will be feeling like i slept at 3 tommorow.

Jonathan @ Friday, August 07, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Monday, August 3, 2009

what a close shave today!
i almost needed to have my evaluation for csad tomorrow.
shall not elaborate about it.
i can go on for like forever talking about it and this would be my most wordiest post ever.
just glad everything is over.

meet up with wei liang and terence after school together with janice and sabby to celebrate wei liang's birthday.
i wanted to surprise wei liang with ____ but my stupid loud voice over the phone just gave it away but i think he was still surprised to see ____ .
i just like giving people surprises on their birthdays.
its the surprised look on their faces that make me satisfied.
i really did enjoyed myself to max especially the part where terence just started to sing a line of the song and the rest just continue with it.
and i think everyone was looking at us.
i think wei liang now is like grinning from ear to ear at the moment even when he is sleeping.

tomorrow school will be a complete waste of time as i only need to be in school for one damn tutorial.
i think i will go home once school is done and finish up on the APEL report.
before i can do that, i would need to get some sleep first.
i am damn tired now.
nights.

Jonathan @ Monday, August 03, 2009
"Sorry also must exprain"
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Hello Uncle...Bah Chor Mee one. I want chilli plus tur Kwa plus can I watch your CCTV playback of Jeff Lopez...=D